God's Will Be Done

Why is it that whenever I find something good in my life, something from my past will all-of-the-sudden pop up and put a damper on it quite drastically. It seems to be happening a lot since I started my new journey. I have been praying that God will give me a second chance (so to speak) and give me a new task to perform by helping me loose my current life to start a new. I believe that God does have a plan for me, but I also believe that I have control over my decisions. With God's help me decisions will lead me to the answers i crave so dear.

Sailing

I realized something today. I finally figured out what i want to do with my life. I have always been facinated by the books i have been read as a child and the movies i have seen about pirates. The stories have always facinated me to no end. The meer fact of knowing that a person can bee forever free on the open waters has probably been my weekness. Even as I write this I am planing my grand adventure so-to-speak. I love the OLD style ships, preferably the Asian types. The large sails and the spray of the sea is what i look forward to.

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